Aug 15 2025 10:54PM: I'm conflicted about my future. Sometimes I feel like we are all doomed and that there's no point to making or working on anything, and there are other times where I start and finish entire projects in a few days or less. I really hope I can get back to that creative zone where I made projects so quick. I'm tired of waiting to find motivation; i need to find a way to make it myself, because there are many things that I want to accomplish while i still can.
Aug 15 2025 5:58AM: With the current state of the world right now, it's very difficult to get out of bed sometimes. Sometimes you have to remind yourself that we aren't completely powerless, and that giving up is what the worst people on earth want us to do. Community is very important in these trying times, although it's more difficult than ever to find or build community, especially if you have next to do social skills like me. If you're reading this, i'm so sorry that life turned out this way, but we can and will get out of this with the help of each other. It's something that you have to believe in order to keep yourself sane, and sometimes it can feel like you're lying to yourself, but you have to have hope regardless. please try to take care of yourself, and I will try to do the same.
Aug 14 2025: I'm renovating the website to add more features like this blog, photography, and maybe even videos on here. Hopefully I can find a way to make the site the way I want it to be, but right now, it's still a work in progress. Thank you for your patience.